Contemplating

   CHANGE OF PLANS
HALF CANCELED??
As of today I will have missed yet another 2 days. It's strange how hard it can be sometimes to find time to do this blog. and I kind of feel like I was being very strict with myself. This is all happening so soon. I have only been doing this for about a month. What I want more than anything is recognition from these people that have inspired me so much. I want to have recognized appreciation for everything they have done. Yet, I feel so limited. I focus so much on the drawing I have to do everyday that it takes so much away from other art I want to do. I feel like maybe I'm jsut being to strict, or this shouldn't be a year long this. I had an idea of doing it every other month for a year. I feel like it would give me time to refresh and I could still do it for a year. I just feel like for what I'm doing..well.. it is very challenging and I don't think I can manage it all. But! I still really want to do this. It's early on in this blog, I don't really have a fallowing. If I want to make changes I should do so now, but I can't help feeling disappointing.  It's important to challenge yourself, but you don't want to destroy yourself in the process. It could be hard to understand for some people because it doesn't seem like much of a task. You'd be surprised at how much of a toll the simple things can take on a person. This is something I really want to continue, and I definitely will  but I think I need to start a little smaller(which does sincerely disappoint me). I hope anyone who has decided to fallow my "journey" won't lose faith in me for this. Thank you for all the support! (as little as it is it is very important to me so thank you)
THIS BLOG IS FOR VISUAL KEI
     I think something I want to do is display more of what I can really do. My drawings will not just be portraits, but painting, drawings and renditions all inspired by the people I love in this Jrock realm.
something good that has come of this somewhat stressful month is how much I want to branch out in my skills and show what I can really do. I truly hope everyone looks forward to it..
 I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING BUT I'M MOVING FORWARD